[she feels it's probably not really her place to tell mizu to maybe do something else with his life, but also fucking somebody better be trying. she knows there are things he's been through she knows nothing about that go into all of this, but gods it's grim.]

I know what I'll do in the short term. [more boss battles.] But I've lived my entire life for Lady Shar. So the idea of finding out what else I do with myself is frightening, yes. [which she knows mizu must understand, which is part of why she wants to ratshake him over everything he just said.]