[... a small huff, almost a laugh. but completely devoid of humor.]
Can you imagine it? You, as you are now, but in the body of a child.
[it would be funny in a very terrible way, if the rest of it wasn't so... bleak...]
Personally, I'd start by prioritizing your own life. There's no shame in that. [you can't help anyone if you don't save yourself, anyway??? be selfish.] But you have two more weeks to think about it. It's only one more option to consider.
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Can you imagine it? You, as you are now, but in the body of a child.
[it would be funny in a very terrible way, if the rest of it wasn't so... bleak...]
Personally, I'd start by prioritizing your own life. There's no shame in that. [you can't help anyone if you don't save yourself, anyway??? be selfish.] But you have two more weeks to think about it. It's only one more option to consider.